A love story

A 14 year old girl plunged into the world of love.
In her pursuit to escape ugly realities of life she hopped from one relationship to another she started the journey of phone romance and virtual world relationships.
Not serious about relationships she took everything for granted.
She grew older and years later she finally met someone so perfect.
And she thought he was the one
Little did she knew what it would cost her.
Unaware about pains and heartbreaks
She immersed herself in what she believed was true love.
She started loving loyally and it gave her solace.
To escape life problems she needed a company.
Someone to love,  someone to share, someone to care.
All she knew was only love can heal her.
And she found it.
The days seems shorter and life seemed happier
She was the happiest
Despite struggles and pains she kept moving forward because she always had love.
She always had someone to think about when she was in deapair.
She always had someone to share her strives.
She thought her world was complete and she gave her everything.
But one day everything ended like a dream.
Ever since she tried loving again
but each relationship,  everyone broke her down.
Her determination to move forward and be all new all in vain.
New relationships continued to suck the blood out of her
But she had no choice if not a relationship she had no one on earth.
She always needed someone by her side.
She tried everytime to love and begin anew but nothing seemed to work.
There would always be something that stops the relationship from going forward.
She was in despair.
She was mentally exhausted,  physically ruined, emotionally tired and spiritually dead.
It seems like she was desperately in need of love and nothing seems to complete the loneliness within.
Days and nights passed in pain
Litres of tears shed.
She had no one.
She felt like her life was screwed by herself.
She decided to give up on expecting acceptance.
She gave up on the idea of love.
She knew love comes and goes, People leaves memories but no one stays forever.
She then decided to begin everything anew.
She was now a new being without anyone to love, care and share but still happy.
She was more courageous,  she now faced life all alone.
She kept moving forward
And today she is a strong, confident lady with a dream to explore the world.
And That's me.

Love is beautiful,  it is kind and pure
but when pursued at the wrong time with the wrong person,  you'll be left with shattered pieces of your heart and your life in scars.
Wait for the right time,  the right person.
Till then be confident and walk away from things that do not serve you right.
Don't expect acceptance,  just be Who you are.  Be different,  Be you.
Everything will be fine in the end.